There were several moments that I was attempting to post but never got around to it.. Something always came up. I've been working pretty long days recently and it was taking away from my family and husband time. With the long exhausting hours at work, I was coming home to a increasingly messy home. When I had said something about it, I got an attitude and decided that day that having a WLM was something he enjoyed - so as punishment I toke it away. Everything all together starting the next day. It was hard for me, but I succeeded. I was instantly indecisive, 'bitchy' with no real reason to be, and had no sense of initiative when it came to sex. It was difficult for me - that I will admit, not being able to say what I wanted when I wanted it and how I wanted it.
On top of that he recently injured his knee putting a damper on our exercise plan.. therefore postponing my progress as well. This has bothered me more than anything else I think - and I've been pretty hard to please because of it.
He's come around and I came home to him cleaning the master bathroom. There are quite a few more things that need to be done throughout the house but I'm sure he'll get around to them. We will be going back to a task and reward system but when I think he's ready.
Sunday, March 25, 2012
Sunday, March 11, 2012
Day 9 - Lesson #5
Soo how do I say this? Yesterday we (my husband and I) started a exercise program - a pretty intense program if I say so myself. Anyhow, as I wrote in my last posting, the HM dropped off our child and came home (with a little bit of drama in between, but I'll spare you those details). We went out to dinner where he continued to explain that his back was killing him. We finished dinner and a few drinks later we followed everyone else to the bowling alley. By the time we arrived home it was 1230a. I had some big plans.. first night to ourselves in a while. No worries about being too loud and waking our child. He complained again to me about his back and I suggested he take a muscle relaxer to help and he did. He suggested that he should take a quick shower (perhaps to prepare for the festivities). By the time he got out I was dressed with a pair of black pantyhose that I had removed the crotch from and put my black stiletto heels back on. I instructed him to give me a back massage while I searched for an appropriate video to watch.. As soon as it got to the nity-grity I was ready to begin BUT he had started to fall asleep. Not yawning kind-of sleepy, but eyes closing, falling over about to pass out sleep. I sarcastically suggested that he go to bed and he ran with it - within minutes he was passed out unconscious. So much for what I had planned!
In the morning, when I woke up and noticed what time it was, I tried to wake him up - successfully (glad I didnt kill him). Told him to lotion up his hands and give me a massage.. again. And he did - a good one too. I began to explain to him the disappointment I had regarding last night. In hind sight, I probably shouldn't have offered my husband (who had about 3 sangrias under his belt) a flexeril.
Any who. As punishment for Thursday and last night, began to randomly slap him on his dick. He continued to maintain it semi-hard. After a few good 'light' wacks and one good firm slap to the top of his dickhead, he buckled to his knees against the bed. He then laid down on our bed where I began to repeatedly punish him - first to his inner thighs near his dick then to his abdomen. I began to tap on his balls one at a time in a quick repetitive motion while he flinched and wiggled. I was determined to NOT stop until he was able to control his body and legs and STOP moving. He was finally able to control himself. I moved onto his torso and legs, making sure he kept as still as could be after each contact (sometimes easier than others).. Here's a photo of the this side of the aftermath.
I couldn't believe that his skin could turn that red and I just HAD to take a photo.. or a few of them. He was able to stay in this position for duration of the slapping. I was aroused at how obedient he could be when the threat of pain and tortured loomed in the distance..
His penis fluctuated between flaccid, semi and hard throughout signalling to me that despite his begging and complaints of pain - he was in fact enjoying himself.. I know I was.
When I had decided that he had enough and was ready to stop, he would beg and ask for no more. It was then that I would give him another slap just for suggesting that I stop. He eventually quieted down for now.
I instructed him to go find the belt he wore last night and told him to roll over onto his belly. He did as he was told even though he pouted while he obtained the belt and came back to the bed.
I massaged his butt and gave him a few light taps with the end of the belt - he flinched but wasn't overwhelmed. I slowly increased the amount pressure I inflicted with each new slap of the belt end. I was trying to keep it rhythmic and symmetrical as I tortured him.
Each time he flinched or rolled onto his side and begged for it to stop, I giggled and hit him harder the next time. Other times he was quiet - squeezing the pillows and sheets as if they would absorb the pain he was feeling in that very moment.
I didn't know that I would enjoy causing small amounts of instant pain to him. And the thought that everyone reading this blog also had a part in it was also arousing..
We had kept a daily acknowledgment regarding the votes I was receiving in the poll I created and I made it a point to show him that corporal punishment was winning by a landslide. He knew what was coming - he just didn't know when.
So I continued to tap him with the belt as he was apologizing for falling asleep the night before.
Just when I started to think he had more than he could take and would object to being hit by the belt, I would sit on top of his ass with my wet warm pussy. It would instantly calm him down enough for me to continue.
When I felt I was done I took the rest of this pictures to show him what his back actually looked like..
I laid down beside him and he told me where the 'hot spots' were. I found enjoyment with every single one. I was able to get quite a bit of aggression out by doing this to him so I decided that he may have some to release as well.. Especially after the beating he just endured.
I told him to dominate me, give me that cock just the way he wanted - to fuck my pussy with his dick and make me cum - and he did as he was told.
At one point he began to speak so dirty to me in ways he would have never imagined to prior to today - it turned me on so much to see that some of his inhibitions had vanished. There were a few times that I found him pinching his balls as he fucked me, trying to avoid an orgasm. This made me VERY happy and Very horny.
Somehow he finally told me to get on my hands and knees and suck my pussy juices off of his cock - as I obeyed, I slipped my fingers into he awaiting ass and massaged his prostate making all of his precum flow like water. He became so engorged and began to moan so loudly that I knew he was about to explode. I pressed my fingers firmly deeper into his as and felt him begin to pulsate. He came into my mouth - hot and sweet and salty.
He was so satisfied as I was. I knew he couldn't wait for more. That was this morning / afternoon. Its 1045p and I've been writing this blog for about the past hour.. I know he's appreciative of the opportunity I gave him to fuck me and relieve some of his testosterone because since midway of this blogging - he's been licking and eating my pussy without being told to do so.. Now that's dedication.. A girl could get used to this.
In the morning, when I woke up and noticed what time it was, I tried to wake him up - successfully (glad I didnt kill him). Told him to lotion up his hands and give me a massage.. again. And he did - a good one too. I began to explain to him the disappointment I had regarding last night. In hind sight, I probably shouldn't have offered my husband (who had about 3 sangrias under his belt) a flexeril.
Any who. As punishment for Thursday and last night, began to randomly slap him on his dick. He continued to maintain it semi-hard. After a few good 'light' wacks and one good firm slap to the top of his dickhead, he buckled to his knees against the bed. He then laid down on our bed where I began to repeatedly punish him - first to his inner thighs near his dick then to his abdomen. I began to tap on his balls one at a time in a quick repetitive motion while he flinched and wiggled. I was determined to NOT stop until he was able to control his body and legs and STOP moving. He was finally able to control himself. I moved onto his torso and legs, making sure he kept as still as could be after each contact (sometimes easier than others).. Here's a photo of the this side of the aftermath.
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| notice the precum collected on his thigh. |
His penis fluctuated between flaccid, semi and hard throughout signalling to me that despite his begging and complaints of pain - he was in fact enjoying himself.. I know I was.
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| he has the perfect sized body for my little hands |
When I had decided that he had enough and was ready to stop, he would beg and ask for no more. It was then that I would give him another slap just for suggesting that I stop. He eventually quieted down for now.
I instructed him to go find the belt he wore last night and told him to roll over onto his belly. He did as he was told even though he pouted while he obtained the belt and came back to the bed.
I massaged his butt and gave him a few light taps with the end of the belt - he flinched but wasn't overwhelmed. I slowly increased the amount pressure I inflicted with each new slap of the belt end. I was trying to keep it rhythmic and symmetrical as I tortured him.
Each time he flinched or rolled onto his side and begged for it to stop, I giggled and hit him harder the next time. Other times he was quiet - squeezing the pillows and sheets as if they would absorb the pain he was feeling in that very moment.
I didn't know that I would enjoy causing small amounts of instant pain to him. And the thought that everyone reading this blog also had a part in it was also arousing..
We had kept a daily acknowledgment regarding the votes I was receiving in the poll I created and I made it a point to show him that corporal punishment was winning by a landslide. He knew what was coming - he just didn't know when.
So I continued to tap him with the belt as he was apologizing for falling asleep the night before.
Just when I started to think he had more than he could take and would object to being hit by the belt, I would sit on top of his ass with my wet warm pussy. It would instantly calm him down enough for me to continue.
When I felt I was done I took the rest of this pictures to show him what his back actually looked like..
I laid down beside him and he told me where the 'hot spots' were. I found enjoyment with every single one. I was able to get quite a bit of aggression out by doing this to him so I decided that he may have some to release as well.. Especially after the beating he just endured.
I told him to dominate me, give me that cock just the way he wanted - to fuck my pussy with his dick and make me cum - and he did as he was told.
At one point he began to speak so dirty to me in ways he would have never imagined to prior to today - it turned me on so much to see that some of his inhibitions had vanished. There were a few times that I found him pinching his balls as he fucked me, trying to avoid an orgasm. This made me VERY happy and Very horny.
Somehow he finally told me to get on my hands and knees and suck my pussy juices off of his cock - as I obeyed, I slipped my fingers into he awaiting ass and massaged his prostate making all of his precum flow like water. He became so engorged and began to moan so loudly that I knew he was about to explode. I pressed my fingers firmly deeper into his as and felt him begin to pulsate. He came into my mouth - hot and sweet and salty.
He was so satisfied as I was. I knew he couldn't wait for more. That was this morning / afternoon. Its 1045p and I've been writing this blog for about the past hour.. I know he's appreciative of the opportunity I gave him to fuck me and relieve some of his testosterone because since midway of this blogging - he's been licking and eating my pussy without being told to do so.. Now that's dedication.. A girl could get used to this.
Saturday, March 10, 2012
Tonight
The HM just went to drop off our child at the babysitter. The plan is to go out to dinner for my sisters birthday with some of her friends. Then I have a few things up my sleeve for tonight.. The HM has had precum dripping down his leg continuously for the last few days.. I plan on taking care of that.. and maybe a little more punishment for the other day.
BTW part 1 of punishment was a ruined orgasm that night (thursday).. just when he thought he might get some, I firmly placed my thumb over his cockhole as he exploded with no other contact. He hated it (and liked it, I think). But he had no sense of relief or satisfaction afterwards.. as a matter of fact his balls are aching now more so than before. He's been a horny little fucker all day today - especially since we showered together and had him shave my legs for me. Ive been teasing him all day including letting him get his dick wet in my pussy only to make him pull out once he sounded like he would erupt.
Too bad, so sad.
BTW part 1 of punishment was a ruined orgasm that night (thursday).. just when he thought he might get some, I firmly placed my thumb over his cockhole as he exploded with no other contact. He hated it (and liked it, I think). But he had no sense of relief or satisfaction afterwards.. as a matter of fact his balls are aching now more so than before. He's been a horny little fucker all day today - especially since we showered together and had him shave my legs for me. Ive been teasing him all day including letting him get his dick wet in my pussy only to make him pull out once he sounded like he would erupt.
Too bad, so sad.
Friday, March 9, 2012
Punishment
Well.... some actions have consequences..
This was going to be a post dedicated to my husband, to show my appreciation for all the good work he's been doing lately...
HOWEVER, instead.. I discovered today that he was masturbating to some porn, and while I believe that watching porn and masturbating isn't necessarily a bad thing.. it is when you haven't asked for permission.
Last night when I awoke in the middle of the night and saw that he was still awake, browsing through some blogs after his friends had gone home (130a), I was unable to fall back asleep. We engaged in some casual conversation and after an hr or so I still was unable to fall asleep. I figured that the only way I was going to fall asleep was if I was in a very comfortable state, so I began to passionately kiss and tease him making him erect. I straddled him achieving two glorious orgasms (while moving the bed about 2 feet from where it once was). It wasn't easy nor was denying my husband's orgasms. At one point when he was particularly close to cumming, prior to myself, I had him pinch his balls firmly in order to prolong the session - it worked. When I was done he said he didn't need or desire to have an orgasm because his only desire was to ensure that I was satisfied and I was.
With that I went to sleep and so did he. While I was at work today he now says he was very horny throughout the day. He began to view some porn and stroke his hard cock.. when he was near orgasm he says he stopped and realized he was torturing himself because he wasn't going to achieve an orgasm. I do believe that he didn't orgasm (maybe..). Regardless, the only reason he told me was because I asked him specifically while he was in the shower "how many times did you cum today?" and his reply was none but I could tell by the expression on his face that there was more to it. I asked him about the porn watching and his face made an expression resembling one that a young child would make with his hand caught in a cookie jar. He said yes he did. Which I am okay with.. to an extent. That is when I asked him if he jerked off and he told be what I wrote above.
Anyhow I'm upset because A-he lied by omission B-its Thursday night tomorrow is Friday and I will be home all weekend and I had some big plans for this weekend, I've been plotting them all week.. and C-I feel like our honor system is null and void because an element of trust that is now gone and I can not afford to purchase a chasity device.
Honestly now I'm left with this void of disappointment.. and the need to punish this bad behavior and mistrust but.. I'm so disappointed and can't think of a suitable punishment that would fill this void.
Any suggestions?
This was going to be a post dedicated to my husband, to show my appreciation for all the good work he's been doing lately...
HOWEVER, instead.. I discovered today that he was masturbating to some porn, and while I believe that watching porn and masturbating isn't necessarily a bad thing.. it is when you haven't asked for permission.
Last night when I awoke in the middle of the night and saw that he was still awake, browsing through some blogs after his friends had gone home (130a), I was unable to fall back asleep. We engaged in some casual conversation and after an hr or so I still was unable to fall asleep. I figured that the only way I was going to fall asleep was if I was in a very comfortable state, so I began to passionately kiss and tease him making him erect. I straddled him achieving two glorious orgasms (while moving the bed about 2 feet from where it once was). It wasn't easy nor was denying my husband's orgasms. At one point when he was particularly close to cumming, prior to myself, I had him pinch his balls firmly in order to prolong the session - it worked. When I was done he said he didn't need or desire to have an orgasm because his only desire was to ensure that I was satisfied and I was.
With that I went to sleep and so did he. While I was at work today he now says he was very horny throughout the day. He began to view some porn and stroke his hard cock.. when he was near orgasm he says he stopped and realized he was torturing himself because he wasn't going to achieve an orgasm. I do believe that he didn't orgasm (maybe..). Regardless, the only reason he told me was because I asked him specifically while he was in the shower "how many times did you cum today?" and his reply was none but I could tell by the expression on his face that there was more to it. I asked him about the porn watching and his face made an expression resembling one that a young child would make with his hand caught in a cookie jar. He said yes he did. Which I am okay with.. to an extent. That is when I asked him if he jerked off and he told be what I wrote above.
Anyhow I'm upset because A-he lied by omission B-its Thursday night tomorrow is Friday and I will be home all weekend and I had some big plans for this weekend, I've been plotting them all week.. and C-I feel like our honor system is null and void because an element of trust that is now gone and I can not afford to purchase a chasity device.
Honestly now I'm left with this void of disappointment.. and the need to punish this bad behavior and mistrust but.. I'm so disappointed and can't think of a suitable punishment that would fill this void.
Any suggestions?
Tuesday, March 6, 2012
Day 4 - Lesson #4
Not long enough.. That's what I decided today.
Its been 2 days since I've last posted anything, mostly because I've been at work and very busy there. Our child has gone back to sleeping in our bed recently so we are in the process of transitioning him back to his own room/bed. He puts new meaning to the words 'cock blocker'. With that said, I have to take every opportunity to make my point when it comes to listening to directions or asking for permission. For instance, I spent a long busy day at work and wasn't able to call or text home to check on how things were going or to make sure that my pussy slave was hard at work organizing/cleaning the house. I received a text from him telling me that he missed me. I got him just were I want him. Thinking about me all day long..
On my way home, he continued to explain to me that he's been well behaved even though his balls were aching and his dick continued to become hard intermittently throughout the day. I began to tell him that this blogging appealed to my need for exhibitionism although I would like to have him watch me enjoy being pleasured by another women but more of that another day ;)
He continued to explain to me that he has been working diligently at cleaning the house - something that he has neglected to do for QUITE some time. It wasn't until I put my foot down (completely) that the correlation of household tasks and his sexually satisfaction became apparent.
When we dated from 2005-2007, we had (what I thought were) satisfying sexual encounters but I guess he still had a yearning for what he REALLY desired - a submissive sexual relationship. Prior to discovering his porn stash - he was very guarded when it came to any sort of anal play. I may have been able to slip a finger in once before with MUCH protest and complaining his complaints of 'pain' afterwards but that was as far as he would let me go. I did end up offering him my ass to fuck a few times after dabbling in a small amount of oxycontin, which he was happy to try, but I could tell it wasn't what he really desired. I began to feel insecure and began to wonder if he wasn't attracted to me (which crushed me as a woman). That was until I discovered his 'hidden' porn stash, a well endowed dildo, and a generous amount of ky jelly. Amazingly I didn't automatically assume that my boyfriend was 'gay' but rather that he had a fetish that wasn't being satisfied. I too had a 'thing' for strap-on porn although mine consisted of two lesbians or a bi-sexual threesome of some sort.I never told him I found them (except for a slip during a heated argument-which he gave me a very LAME rational) but never fully told him that I knew about the cuckold fantasies vol 1-89. I waited patiently for him to tell me.
After we were married he still hadn't come crystal clear regarding what he really wanted but I kept a close eye on where 'his' dildo was and if it had been moved from his 'clever' hiding place. Yes, a little sneaking and a little spying was involved BUT it was the only way I would know if he felt sexually frustrated despite our apparently 'vanilla' sex life. One day, after I had enough, I told him that I knew exactly where his hidden file porn videos were as well as his dildo. He was understandably embarrassed and taken back a bit but then I told him that I wanted to by a strap-on and I was interested in fucking him hard the way he did to me. This almost immediately perked him up and for the next few weeks he entertained the idea and was online shopping with me for the perfect size and type of strap-on and some other essentials ie: furry handcuffs, lube, lingerie etc. I was very thin then and was able to walk in and out of victorias secret with a revealing teddy/garter in the matter of minutes. I had no problem finding a pair of sexy stiletto heels (as this is one of my fetishes..) for the occassion.
We chose a pink dildo called 'the prober' and it was exactly that - a prober - because of it slender form - which proved to be too long and too skinny for his complete enjoyment. We bought a few toys for me, which I lovingly refer to as 'big white' or 'big whites friend' and tried them on him a few times but again, it was met with complaining "not enough lube, too big, hurts too much" etc etc that I actually gave up on it (without actually telling him I was no longer going to pursue it). In the meantime I gave birth to our son , we bought another house, he went back to school, and I continued to be the sole income in our family. We got further into our marriage with the frequent 'good' sex and the occasional 'great' sex. He began to hint at a WML and downloaded me pro-flr material but never spoke much about it. I was interested already prior to his casual introduction to it. He continued to download, collect, and view more and more cuckold/femdom porn instead of trying to make time for 'us'. I began to feel more unappreciated and more neglected than ever especially since I obtained a promotion at my current job and my hours were drastically changing. I went from being OFF 4 days/wk to working 5 days a wk and coming home to a unkept house, messy bedroom, dirty bathrooms, and a kitchen counter I couldn't stand to look at.
Which brings us to the month or so prior to starting this blog. I began to realize that my pussy had more capabilities than I had ever dreamed possible. I began asking then demanding for things to be done while I had his cock inside me - when he was the most agreeable. "I need you to clean the kitchen" while I rode his cock up and down and he couldn't help to say "yes, I will, I promise". But these cleaning episodes were short lived.. until now.
He understands now that as long as he keeps me satisfied, physically, mentally, and sexually - he too will be satisfied, BUT if he goes astray... he ends up where he is now. Forced to watch and participate in watching me fuck myself with various toys and having him assist me in achieving orgasm. He was so hard and dripping down his leg that I couldn't resist sitting on his dick, riding it hard until I came again but removed myself and instructed him to pull his pants back up, leave his pulsating dick alone and to return to the kitchen and finish cooking dinner. He did as he was told but I could see the overwhelming horny-ness in his eyes, and to be honest it aroused me to much that I may have to do it again tonight...
Its been 2 days since I've last posted anything, mostly because I've been at work and very busy there. Our child has gone back to sleeping in our bed recently so we are in the process of transitioning him back to his own room/bed. He puts new meaning to the words 'cock blocker'. With that said, I have to take every opportunity to make my point when it comes to listening to directions or asking for permission. For instance, I spent a long busy day at work and wasn't able to call or text home to check on how things were going or to make sure that my pussy slave was hard at work organizing/cleaning the house. I received a text from him telling me that he missed me. I got him just were I want him. Thinking about me all day long..
On my way home, he continued to explain to me that he's been well behaved even though his balls were aching and his dick continued to become hard intermittently throughout the day. I began to tell him that this blogging appealed to my need for exhibitionism although I would like to have him watch me enjoy being pleasured by another women but more of that another day ;)
He continued to explain to me that he has been working diligently at cleaning the house - something that he has neglected to do for QUITE some time. It wasn't until I put my foot down (completely) that the correlation of household tasks and his sexually satisfaction became apparent.
When we dated from 2005-2007, we had (what I thought were) satisfying sexual encounters but I guess he still had a yearning for what he REALLY desired - a submissive sexual relationship. Prior to discovering his porn stash - he was very guarded when it came to any sort of anal play. I may have been able to slip a finger in once before with MUCH protest and complaining his complaints of 'pain' afterwards but that was as far as he would let me go. I did end up offering him my ass to fuck a few times after dabbling in a small amount of oxycontin, which he was happy to try, but I could tell it wasn't what he really desired. I began to feel insecure and began to wonder if he wasn't attracted to me (which crushed me as a woman). That was until I discovered his 'hidden' porn stash, a well endowed dildo, and a generous amount of ky jelly. Amazingly I didn't automatically assume that my boyfriend was 'gay' but rather that he had a fetish that wasn't being satisfied. I too had a 'thing' for strap-on porn although mine consisted of two lesbians or a bi-sexual threesome of some sort.I never told him I found them (except for a slip during a heated argument-which he gave me a very LAME rational) but never fully told him that I knew about the cuckold fantasies vol 1-89. I waited patiently for him to tell me.
After we were married he still hadn't come crystal clear regarding what he really wanted but I kept a close eye on where 'his' dildo was and if it had been moved from his 'clever' hiding place. Yes, a little sneaking and a little spying was involved BUT it was the only way I would know if he felt sexually frustrated despite our apparently 'vanilla' sex life. One day, after I had enough, I told him that I knew exactly where his hidden file porn videos were as well as his dildo. He was understandably embarrassed and taken back a bit but then I told him that I wanted to by a strap-on and I was interested in fucking him hard the way he did to me. This almost immediately perked him up and for the next few weeks he entertained the idea and was online shopping with me for the perfect size and type of strap-on and some other essentials ie: furry handcuffs, lube, lingerie etc. I was very thin then and was able to walk in and out of victorias secret with a revealing teddy/garter in the matter of minutes. I had no problem finding a pair of sexy stiletto heels (as this is one of my fetishes..) for the occassion.
We chose a pink dildo called 'the prober' and it was exactly that - a prober - because of it slender form - which proved to be too long and too skinny for his complete enjoyment. We bought a few toys for me, which I lovingly refer to as 'big white' or 'big whites friend' and tried them on him a few times but again, it was met with complaining "not enough lube, too big, hurts too much" etc etc that I actually gave up on it (without actually telling him I was no longer going to pursue it). In the meantime I gave birth to our son , we bought another house, he went back to school, and I continued to be the sole income in our family. We got further into our marriage with the frequent 'good' sex and the occasional 'great' sex. He began to hint at a WML and downloaded me pro-flr material but never spoke much about it. I was interested already prior to his casual introduction to it. He continued to download, collect, and view more and more cuckold/femdom porn instead of trying to make time for 'us'. I began to feel more unappreciated and more neglected than ever especially since I obtained a promotion at my current job and my hours were drastically changing. I went from being OFF 4 days/wk to working 5 days a wk and coming home to a unkept house, messy bedroom, dirty bathrooms, and a kitchen counter I couldn't stand to look at.
Which brings us to the month or so prior to starting this blog. I began to realize that my pussy had more capabilities than I had ever dreamed possible. I began asking then demanding for things to be done while I had his cock inside me - when he was the most agreeable. "I need you to clean the kitchen" while I rode his cock up and down and he couldn't help to say "yes, I will, I promise". But these cleaning episodes were short lived.. until now.
He understands now that as long as he keeps me satisfied, physically, mentally, and sexually - he too will be satisfied, BUT if he goes astray... he ends up where he is now. Forced to watch and participate in watching me fuck myself with various toys and having him assist me in achieving orgasm. He was so hard and dripping down his leg that I couldn't resist sitting on his dick, riding it hard until I came again but removed myself and instructed him to pull his pants back up, leave his pulsating dick alone and to return to the kitchen and finish cooking dinner. He did as he was told but I could see the overwhelming horny-ness in his eyes, and to be honest it aroused me to much that I may have to do it again tonight...
Sunday, March 4, 2012
Delicious as always..
I was going to post something kinky after our recent encounter, but I decided not too. Well maybe not completely. He fucked me pretty hard last night (this morning - 2am). Just as he was about to explode, I instructed him to pull out and cum on my clit. He did as he was told and kissed me after he was satisfied.. I then instructed him to lick the cum deposited on my clit and clean me off. He did as he was told. Enjoyed it so much that his dick was immediately firm. I had my way with him again- achieving another glorious orgasm. When I asked him how it tasted his response - delicious as always. Just what I wanted to hear...
My HM managed to get some work done in the house today. Finished cleaning the kitchen and swept, vacuumed, and mopped the dining room. This morning though was a lazy day, stayed in bed until 1p and then made love. I like to let him have periods of uhh..'traditional' roles and let him be aggressive and domineering during our sexual encounter. This morning was one of those days. But unexpected twist.. he couldn't keep it rock hard, had to keep stroking it when changing positions. I got off when I needed to but I must admit it was rather annoying.. I'm starting to think that I'm going to have to make some adjustments.
When I we spoke abut it this evening - he said maybe it (his penis) was 'oversexed'. Oversexed huh? Well, then. I guess I'll have to give it a break.. A LONG TEASINGLY HARD break. Lets see how oversexed it feels when I'm done..
In the meantime I guess I'll just have to take care of myself with my various collection of pleasure bringers.. while he watches every orgasm..
My HM managed to get some work done in the house today. Finished cleaning the kitchen and swept, vacuumed, and mopped the dining room. This morning though was a lazy day, stayed in bed until 1p and then made love. I like to let him have periods of uhh..'traditional' roles and let him be aggressive and domineering during our sexual encounter. This morning was one of those days. But unexpected twist.. he couldn't keep it rock hard, had to keep stroking it when changing positions. I got off when I needed to but I must admit it was rather annoying.. I'm starting to think that I'm going to have to make some adjustments.
When I we spoke abut it this evening - he said maybe it (his penis) was 'oversexed'. Oversexed huh? Well, then. I guess I'll have to give it a break.. A LONG TEASINGLY HARD break. Lets see how oversexed it feels when I'm done..
In the meantime I guess I'll just have to take care of myself with my various collection of pleasure bringers.. while he watches every orgasm..
Saturday, March 3, 2012
Day 2 - Lesson #3
He woke up with his dick in my hand, jerking it slowly until it was fully erect. He was facing me, laying on his side with a full view off my breasts. He was moaning quietly, telling me how good it feels. I reminded him that he was trying to pleasure himself without my permission only hours earlier. He was very apologetic considering any release he may get was dependent on his answers during this conversation.
I began to grind my hips into him. Slowly but firmly. I placed his hand on my clit and he immediately understood what he was to do. He other hand was already messaging my full breasts, gently - lovingly. He had small spots of sticky precum deposited on his stomach and on my ass. Without prompting he began to suck and lick his fingers after they were covered with my juices - telling me how good I tasted. I slid his hard cock into my dripping wet pussy while he continued to rhythmically rub my clit in a circular motion. He was asking and begging to allow him to cum. It didn't seem to matter where he would be allowed to cum but to be allowed to have a climax alone would suffice. I continued to ride him sideways, pinching his nipple, moaning in his ear. I made him hold his cum in his dick a few times confident that he would be able to gain control of his cock as it was thrusting inside me.
After I was pleased with his will power, I let him deliver a large load in my pussy, the result of being near peak several times during the night. He quivered and shook, face filled with relief.
Our child was awake, it is Saturday morning. I sent my husband to set him up in the living room with some cartoons and told him to return to me when he was all set. After a few moments he returned, his dick semi-erect know what was to come. I allowed him on the bed and told him to lick my pussy. I began to feel his cum slipping out of me and I wanted him to clean me up. Not to spill of drop of his cum - I did not want it to be wasted.
He began to lick and suck on me, lapping up every drop. After a few minutes, he slipped a finger inside of me, stimulating my g-spot, causing me to arch my back and hold his head onto my clit. I was quickly brought to climax and mentally satisfied as I watched his clean shaven face glisten with my female juices and his residual ejaculate. He continued to reposition himself so he could reach my pussy from different angles, at one point I was able to grab his firm solid cock in my hand and began to stroke it to a similar speed as he was licking my clit. I was brought to climax again and encouraged him to lick up all my fluids. I told him to sit up with his back pressed against the backboard of our bed. I slowly slid his rock solid member into my vagina. He wasn't able to keep any of his moans quiet and immediately began to praise my pussy. I reminded him that he misbehaved last night and he began to ask for forgiveness. "Anything you want baby, I'll do it. I'm sorry" he said as I began to ride him harder. I didn't need to speak one word as he already knew what household tasks he would be responsible for today. His hard cock brought me to orgasm and once I was satisfied I slid off of his pulsating cock. "You don't get to cum inside me anymore, jerk yourself off and cum on your stomach" I told him. I got excitement from the torment on his face - knowing that his cock is lubricated from all my cum and that only moments ago, he was enjoying my hot wet pussy.
Just as he was about to explode, I placed my tongue on the tip of his dick and was able to hold some of his cum my mouth letting the excess drip onto the base of his shaft. I bought my mouth up to him and kissed him, letting his cum touch him tongue first. He was surprised but complied with my unsaid request. He smiled and kissed me passionately after he swallowed his cum. I handed him a towel to clean himself up and I jumped in the shower - using up most of the hot water knowing in a few moments he'd be in there, forced to used luke-warm water..
We are going out for our late anniversary dinner tonight. Our families get together on birthdays and special occasions to celebrate with food and drinks. I plan on rubbing his lap throughout dinner, reminding him what will be waiting for him when we return home. Too bad I couldn't arrange for our child to stay at grandma's as I would really love to bring out my toy collection and punish his ass for disobeying me last night...
I began to grind my hips into him. Slowly but firmly. I placed his hand on my clit and he immediately understood what he was to do. He other hand was already messaging my full breasts, gently - lovingly. He had small spots of sticky precum deposited on his stomach and on my ass. Without prompting he began to suck and lick his fingers after they were covered with my juices - telling me how good I tasted. I slid his hard cock into my dripping wet pussy while he continued to rhythmically rub my clit in a circular motion. He was asking and begging to allow him to cum. It didn't seem to matter where he would be allowed to cum but to be allowed to have a climax alone would suffice. I continued to ride him sideways, pinching his nipple, moaning in his ear. I made him hold his cum in his dick a few times confident that he would be able to gain control of his cock as it was thrusting inside me.
After I was pleased with his will power, I let him deliver a large load in my pussy, the result of being near peak several times during the night. He quivered and shook, face filled with relief.
Our child was awake, it is Saturday morning. I sent my husband to set him up in the living room with some cartoons and told him to return to me when he was all set. After a few moments he returned, his dick semi-erect know what was to come. I allowed him on the bed and told him to lick my pussy. I began to feel his cum slipping out of me and I wanted him to clean me up. Not to spill of drop of his cum - I did not want it to be wasted.
He began to lick and suck on me, lapping up every drop. After a few minutes, he slipped a finger inside of me, stimulating my g-spot, causing me to arch my back and hold his head onto my clit. I was quickly brought to climax and mentally satisfied as I watched his clean shaven face glisten with my female juices and his residual ejaculate. He continued to reposition himself so he could reach my pussy from different angles, at one point I was able to grab his firm solid cock in my hand and began to stroke it to a similar speed as he was licking my clit. I was brought to climax again and encouraged him to lick up all my fluids. I told him to sit up with his back pressed against the backboard of our bed. I slowly slid his rock solid member into my vagina. He wasn't able to keep any of his moans quiet and immediately began to praise my pussy. I reminded him that he misbehaved last night and he began to ask for forgiveness. "Anything you want baby, I'll do it. I'm sorry" he said as I began to ride him harder. I didn't need to speak one word as he already knew what household tasks he would be responsible for today. His hard cock brought me to orgasm and once I was satisfied I slid off of his pulsating cock. "You don't get to cum inside me anymore, jerk yourself off and cum on your stomach" I told him. I got excitement from the torment on his face - knowing that his cock is lubricated from all my cum and that only moments ago, he was enjoying my hot wet pussy.
Just as he was about to explode, I placed my tongue on the tip of his dick and was able to hold some of his cum my mouth letting the excess drip onto the base of his shaft. I bought my mouth up to him and kissed him, letting his cum touch him tongue first. He was surprised but complied with my unsaid request. He smiled and kissed me passionately after he swallowed his cum. I handed him a towel to clean himself up and I jumped in the shower - using up most of the hot water knowing in a few moments he'd be in there, forced to used luke-warm water..
We are going out for our late anniversary dinner tonight. Our families get together on birthdays and special occasions to celebrate with food and drinks. I plan on rubbing his lap throughout dinner, reminding him what will be waiting for him when we return home. Too bad I couldn't arrange for our child to stay at grandma's as I would really love to bring out my toy collection and punish his ass for disobeying me last night...
Day 2 - Lesson #2
After his friends left, he walked into the bedroom where I was searching on CL for a potential 'top' in the event that I found it necessary to punish him in a different manner. It was then that he became aroused at the very idea of watching another man share his wife - then to be pleased himself. I started to passionately make love to him, riding his engorged cock, grinding my pussy onto his body. I began to hear the 'clinging' of glasses together and noticed that I rode him so hard that I had moved the bed about a foot to the right. The bed was banging into the night stand and a few of the glasses and cups (that were supposed to be placed into the dishwasher earlier) were clinging and clanging. I let him finish me off from the back, tempted to refuse to let him orgasm, but it felt so good I let him cum inside me. He was very appreciative and began to praise my pussy. He was being a good boy but I didnt forget that he neglected a few things while he was cleaning up.
I eventually fell asleep briefly to be awoken time and time again by the keys on the laptop.. click. click. click. I opened my eyes and noticed he was browsing through some femdom photos (research for the blog he will be writing) with his hard cock in his hand. I watched him for a while occasionally stroking his dick - frequent enough to keep it hard. He then dimmed the screen, lowered the master volume, and put on a porn. He legs would go through rhythmic straightening and stiffening and he breathing pattern erratic as he continued to jerk and watch. He was feverishly stroking his cock closer to climax. My heart rate picked up, pounding through my chest wall so loud I was sure he would realize I was awake. I began to feel my lady region swell and dampen as I watched his slender tone body flex and contract with each new stroke of his member. He began to tip his dick closer to his stomach - in order to collect the product of his lust and I knew it was inevitable. I moved my hand to his dick, placed my thumb over his cock hole, restricting the movement of his hands stroking motion. With my other hand I closed the laptop loudly and told him he wasn't allowed to cum unless I said so.
He gave off a nervous chuckle, kissed me and TRIED to tell me that he intent wasn't to have an orgasm as he knew there would be some sort of consequence for not pleasuring his naked wife, laying next to him in his moment of lust.
I continued to hold his cock firm in my hand, squeezing it often enough to kept it semi erect as he lay on his side, attempting to fall asleep. After a while he went limp and I fell asleep with his hands on my breasts - holding me. I'm a light sleeper and continued to wake up frequently - grabbing and squeezing his cock until it was at 50% then letting it go with no release. I'll teach him a lesson in the morning..
I eventually fell asleep briefly to be awoken time and time again by the keys on the laptop.. click. click. click. I opened my eyes and noticed he was browsing through some femdom photos (research for the blog he will be writing) with his hard cock in his hand. I watched him for a while occasionally stroking his dick - frequent enough to keep it hard. He then dimmed the screen, lowered the master volume, and put on a porn. He legs would go through rhythmic straightening and stiffening and he breathing pattern erratic as he continued to jerk and watch. He was feverishly stroking his cock closer to climax. My heart rate picked up, pounding through my chest wall so loud I was sure he would realize I was awake. I began to feel my lady region swell and dampen as I watched his slender tone body flex and contract with each new stroke of his member. He began to tip his dick closer to his stomach - in order to collect the product of his lust and I knew it was inevitable. I moved my hand to his dick, placed my thumb over his cock hole, restricting the movement of his hands stroking motion. With my other hand I closed the laptop loudly and told him he wasn't allowed to cum unless I said so.
He gave off a nervous chuckle, kissed me and TRIED to tell me that he intent wasn't to have an orgasm as he knew there would be some sort of consequence for not pleasuring his naked wife, laying next to him in his moment of lust.
I continued to hold his cock firm in my hand, squeezing it often enough to kept it semi erect as he lay on his side, attempting to fall asleep. After a while he went limp and I fell asleep with his hands on my breasts - holding me. I'm a light sleeper and continued to wake up frequently - grabbing and squeezing his cock until it was at 50% then letting it go with no release. I'll teach him a lesson in the morning..
Friday, March 2, 2012
Day 1 - Lesson #1
This isn't really the first day of our femdom/reverse marriage but it's the first day of my writing about it. I'm actually not even writing about it for myself, but for rather the enjoyment of knowing that he might be reading this and become aroused - unable to do anything about it - until I tell him so.
He had quite the productive day today, picked up our son for school while I slept in our freshly made bed then he prepared lunch. When I awoke, I called him into the bedroom and had my way with him - twice. Just the way I wanted it. Spent some time around the house, did some online 'window' shopping for potential additions to my collection, and watched a movie because it was raining outside. He then began to pick up and separate the laundry as I put our child to bed.
He was being good today, mostly because of what he was able to get last night. After running to the QuickChek to get me my Misty 120's, he prepared our bedroom. I let him pleasure me while I enjoyed a long slender menthol cigarette in our bed as I watched one of his favorite cuckold torrents. I then moved to a window and let him finger fuck my pussy until all my pussy juices were dripping down his tone forearm. I casually sat on his dick as I finished off my fag, pulled his dick out and sent him to lay on the bed while I watched his tall athletic body stroke his cock on command. All the pressure in his hard cock began to turn his dick purple with anticipation - I covered his mouth and nose with my pussy while he jerked his cock closer to climax. When I had enough and decided that I wanted to cum, I rode his dick until my clit was throbbing and came on his face. He was so appreciative that I allowed him to taste my pussy that I decided to let him pound my tight pussy from the back - I felt my lips stroke his cock with each thrust and it excited me so much he climaxed deep inside my body.
Which brings us to today - He's been so obedient and cooperative that it makes me wonder if I should continue this full time. Manipulate him with my lady parts until he understands what needs to be done without my prompting - possibly even after he's been trained.
He asked if he could have a few friends over for some guy time after we had dinner and after our child was tucked in for the night. After he hung up the phone and arranged for them to come over - I immediately grabbed his limp cock and began to stroke it within inches of my face as I felt it fill to it potential girth. I gave it a quick lick and told him to cum on my face. He immediately began to drip clear precum from the tip of his dick to the shaft. This made me so excited that after a minute or so my legs were wet with my juices. I removed my pants and bent over our couch and made him fuck me until I came. I could feel he was close to cumming - his dick was pulsating. Having him cum wasn't going to satisfy me so I pulled up his pants and tied the drawstring on his sweatpants before he knew what was happening. He wanted to cum so hard that he kept attempting to pull his dick out and jerk it off but I would not have that. The kitchen and living room needed to be cleaned and tidied up before our guests arrived. I told him if he held out he wouldn't regret it later. So he did as he was told - cleaned up, put all the dishes in the sink, and had one of his friends pick me up an iced coffee on the way over.
Which brings us to now, as he's playing a NBA game with his friends on our 360, I know he's thinking about my tight pussy and the pleasure it brings him. He is just going to have to save his cum for later when I'm ready to taste it..
He had quite the productive day today, picked up our son for school while I slept in our freshly made bed then he prepared lunch. When I awoke, I called him into the bedroom and had my way with him - twice. Just the way I wanted it. Spent some time around the house, did some online 'window' shopping for potential additions to my collection, and watched a movie because it was raining outside. He then began to pick up and separate the laundry as I put our child to bed.
He was being good today, mostly because of what he was able to get last night. After running to the QuickChek to get me my Misty 120's, he prepared our bedroom. I let him pleasure me while I enjoyed a long slender menthol cigarette in our bed as I watched one of his favorite cuckold torrents. I then moved to a window and let him finger fuck my pussy until all my pussy juices were dripping down his tone forearm. I casually sat on his dick as I finished off my fag, pulled his dick out and sent him to lay on the bed while I watched his tall athletic body stroke his cock on command. All the pressure in his hard cock began to turn his dick purple with anticipation - I covered his mouth and nose with my pussy while he jerked his cock closer to climax. When I had enough and decided that I wanted to cum, I rode his dick until my clit was throbbing and came on his face. He was so appreciative that I allowed him to taste my pussy that I decided to let him pound my tight pussy from the back - I felt my lips stroke his cock with each thrust and it excited me so much he climaxed deep inside my body.
Which brings us to today - He's been so obedient and cooperative that it makes me wonder if I should continue this full time. Manipulate him with my lady parts until he understands what needs to be done without my prompting - possibly even after he's been trained.
He asked if he could have a few friends over for some guy time after we had dinner and after our child was tucked in for the night. After he hung up the phone and arranged for them to come over - I immediately grabbed his limp cock and began to stroke it within inches of my face as I felt it fill to it potential girth. I gave it a quick lick and told him to cum on my face. He immediately began to drip clear precum from the tip of his dick to the shaft. This made me so excited that after a minute or so my legs were wet with my juices. I removed my pants and bent over our couch and made him fuck me until I came. I could feel he was close to cumming - his dick was pulsating. Having him cum wasn't going to satisfy me so I pulled up his pants and tied the drawstring on his sweatpants before he knew what was happening. He wanted to cum so hard that he kept attempting to pull his dick out and jerk it off but I would not have that. The kitchen and living room needed to be cleaned and tidied up before our guests arrived. I told him if he held out he wouldn't regret it later. So he did as he was told - cleaned up, put all the dishes in the sink, and had one of his friends pick me up an iced coffee on the way over.
Which brings us to now, as he's playing a NBA game with his friends on our 360, I know he's thinking about my tight pussy and the pleasure it brings him. He is just going to have to save his cum for later when I'm ready to taste it..
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